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    March 06

    Metalmania 2006, March 4th

    This is a metal festival organized here ( in Katowice, 400 km from where I live ) every March. This was the 20th edition - my first time there.  25 bands performing on two stages. I didn't plan to go. The idea was born on Friday eve ( the event was on Saturday, March 4th). A spontaneous crazyness- that's what i can call it. I went there with a friend to celebrate his 50th birthday (!). And to see two bands I respect and adore... Anathema and Therion. Due to the long journey ( 7 hours by train ) I missed the minor bands playing in the beginning and just went to see the stars. Within 28 hours I spent 14 hours on the trains, 2 hours at a lousy , dirty railway station in Katowice and the remaining 12 hours at the festival. The bands performing there were very diverse, from thrash metal ones (of which I managed to stand just the first two or three tracks , LOL ), to the grand, spacious, marlvellous, symphonic and absolotely breathtaking ones, pouring honey onto my soul ...
    The first band worth mentioning here is Moonspell coming from Portugal. I like the gothic elements they include in some tracks, their eclectiveness, and their charismatic frontman  (hello, Fernando;-)
    And now the main dish - Anathema. I've always loved this British band,and I'd seen it on stage twice before. But what I saw on Saturday I hadn't even expected in my darest dreams... Absolute perfetion in sound and vision, spectacular lights and the playlist which totally met my needs and expectations. I'm fully pleased and satisfied now. Don't need sex anymore ! ;-)) LOL
    Therion was like a dessert after the main course. The Swedes also showed top class. Nothing to add. I love such metal.. choirs.. climate.. beauty... symphony... atmosphere...patos mixed with power...and those guitarrrs... yammie !! ;-)))
     
    We are just a moment in time... a blink of an eye...a dream for the blind... visions of a dying brain... I hope you don't undesrtand...
    (Anathema- Shroud of False)
     
    February 24

    The Constant Gardener

    Africa vs. Europe; poverty, famine and diseases vs. money and greed; a lonely warrior vs. a bunch of the dodgy and ruthless ones...
    nothing to add...
    just one conclusion: if the few ones in the world weren't so greedy, the rest of it would be a much better place to live..
    Why don't we look at Africa? Why do we let it die? And we pretend to have no idea about it...
     
    I'm deeply moved now. Have just stopped crying.
     
     
    January 15

    Winter weekend

    I went ice skating this afternoon. Wow, that was fun! :) I used to train fast ice-skating as a teenager, but now it happens very rarely that I put on the skates. They closed the skating rink in my town as there was no one to take care about, what a pity. They make one, though, on a main market, but it's so full of people and the artificial ice gets easily damaged and rough,  that I hate going there, especially, that I always take my daughter with and I don't want her to get hurt. And thus I have to wait till it gets freezing cold for a few days and the nearby pond gets frozen and good enough to skate on. What's more, there must be a weekend, otherwise it's too dark in the late afternoon or evening or we're just too tired .So you can imagine that such a combination of circumstances doesn't happen very often :) due to the greenhouse effect and other stuff. But today the day has come and so we went . It was so nice to see my girls rosy cheeks and smiling face as well as recall my old days of dashing with the wind ;)
     
    "And the wind did moan, and the wind did howl... la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la , lee.."
    (Nick Cave- Henry Lee)
    January 10

    The Legend of Bagger Vance

    Directed by Robert Redford. It tells a story of golf and golf players, especially one  player ( Matt Damon) who survives hard moments, which result in  his lack of enthusiasm and will to live. Then there comes a "guardian angel" - the title Bagger Vance (Will Smith) , who turns up out of the blue and becomes the background  essential character..
     It's interesting that all Redford's movies are somehow connceted. They follow a similar scheme of winding  the wildlife or animal nature  with human problems and adventures. They involve miraculous landscapes, complicated human relationships, some elements of tragedy and most of all ,numerous  wise and  deep thoughts outspoken in crucial moments .
    I simply love this one :
     
    "...You see, every drink of liquor you take kills a thousand brain cells. But that doesn't much matter,'cause we got billions more... And first the sadness cells die, so you smile real big...And then the quiet cells go, so you just say everything real loud for no reason at all... But that's okay, because the stupid cells go next, so everything you say is real smart...And finally...come the memory cells..These are tough sons of bitches to kill..."
     
    It looks so simple and obvious..
    That's why people drink, huh ?
    December 21

    You speak my language

     You Speak My Language - Morphine
    (Sandman)
    All around the world everywhere I go
    No one understands me no one knows
    What I'm trying to say
    Everywhere I go no one understands me
    They look at me when I talk to them
    And they scratch their head
    They go what's he trying to say
    But you you speak my language (x2)
    Yea yes
    All around the world everywhere I go
    No one understands me no one knows
    What I'm trying to say
    Even in my home town
    My friends make me write it down
    They look at me when I talk to them
    And they shrug their shoulders
    They go what's he talking about
    But you you speak my language (x2)
    Yes
    December 16

    Swimming Pool

    I'm not very into French cinematography. Most French movies I saw I found boring, insipid, blurred or overintelectualized...
    But having watched this one, directed by Francois Ozon, I have a totally different opinion. A story of an English crime fiction author, who seeks inspiration in a French countryside villa with a pool made me stunned...
    Perfectly constructed and superbly acted, it includes clash of personalities , great subtlety, distorted reflections, and the thing quite unusual in movies- showing someone enjoying their own company...
    The swimming pool is a symbol of transformation, adaptation and change...
    December 04

    Laibach

    Have just come back from the south of Poland ( Wroclaw, Opole) . On Friday I went to Wroclaw to attend the concert of an industrial rock band - Laibach. Great show did they give! Anyone, who is familiar with the band knows what to expect:  strong sound combined with politically-based video projections and a great visual show, which is the manifestation against totalitarism. Through wide usage of nazi symbols and military uniforms the band shows their  fear for any form of total power in the world. Very strong feelings, hard rythm and visual pictures...
     
    for further information check : http://www.laibach.nsk.si/
    a nice clip to watch and listen :  http://www.rathergood.com/laibach/
     
    After the concert - a two-day-long party with friends . A really nice weekend ;)
    December 01

    Like the Stars

    LIKE THE STARS  by Antichrisis

    So it was late that thursday night you were coming around
    His words a thorn in your flesh, your head a merry-go-round
    We were talking side by side about the things that come and done
    and you began to realize that he was always on the run

    In this black bedsit of yours, well it occured to me
    that I've known you for years, not just momentarily
    And when you said you were tired, and your eyes filled with tears
    I looked straight into your heart but where do we go from here?

    And as we were stepping out
    After midnight
    The silver lining of a cloud
    Under starlight
    For once again I felt alive
    Will you stay with me tonight?

    Tonight we're falling like the stars
    When ever we fade, where ever we are
    I spend my last flare up on you
    Until these dreams of ours come true
    Midnight burning blue....

    From the shore the ice cold wind blew hard into my face
    rain was beating down, the past beginning to unlace
    Inside my soul it felt warm, though the night was wet and cold
    And as the storm arose I dreamt of being with you so close

    I didn't know what you would do but I believed your aim was true
    from the look in your face - some kind of strange witches' brew
    Waiting, anticipating your return
    Our love feels so strong and in this fire we will burn

    A butterfly, fragile and cold
    The breath of love
    His wings beginning to unfold
    Came from above
    This time I know it is for real
    Let's touch the skies tonight!

    Tonight we're falling like the stars
    When ever we fade, where ever we are
    I spend my last flare up on you
    Until these dreams of ours come true
    Midnight burning blue....

    My Love, Angel and Light of my life
    I will stay forever by your side
    Come to me when nights are getting cold
    I'll be there for you to hold and
    Dive with me into the sea
    Drown me in the water of love
    Sail with me between the stars
    And love me, love me, love me till the end...

    And as we were stepping out
    After midnight
    The silver lining of a cloud
    Under starlight
    For once again I felt alive
    Will you stay with me - eternally?

    Tonight we're falling like the stars
    When ever we fade, where ever we are
    I spend my last flare up on you
    Until these dreams of ours come true
    Midnight burning blue....

    I REALLY LOVE THIS SONG THESE DAYS...
    farewell November, welcome December...
    November 25

    B-day

    It's my birthday today. My mood resembles a sinusoide. I'm young at heart, but the calendar is mercyless.
    So don't know if I should be happy or sad about the day... Gonna listen to music and have some liquor tonight...
    In Poland we have a custom to sing "100 Years" ( a song to wish a hundred years of life-expectancy) for Happy Birthday, but I hope and wish to live a bit longer , if not much :) I still feel as if I were in my twenties...Thanks to music and my job, I guess . Well, happy Birthday to me, then ! Cheers everybody! :)